♠ Thursday, August 21, 2008
Today, fate toyed with my feelings. Kept making me happy and sad, then happy and sad again. First came Chinese results. Not bad, it was okay. Jiayu the idiot topped the class for Chinese (=.=) Then came Literature results. Shit mark. Made me depressed. Gosh, I can only score well for Language subjects, Mathematics and History.
Then recess. Thanks alot eileen. You made me almost do a split when I can't go down fully. And I've got a new scar that's really affecting me during training.
Then English lesson. Boring and I almost fall asleep everytime it comes to English lessons. After that was Chemistry. Happy again, because I won jiayu and muijie ! Haha I didn't tell them how much I scored. Waited for them to get their results and tell me first. Then I lied to them, saying that I got the same results as them. When they checked my paper they were like !!! and used their papers to whack me. After that, PHYSICS. As you can see from the side bar, I failed it. Yes I was depressed again after that and began peeling the paint off my table. It was even more depressing as it was the second time I failed it. Just not used to failing papers.
Therefore, based on my mood, I was totally not concentrating during training. Off-form and I'm starting to think I'll never figure out the best way to receive fast balls / spikes. NO MOOD TO TRAIN ANYMORE. But, I'm doing self-training with Amalina, Zhiyee and probably Kailing too tomorrow. Time to wake up yuanteng !
Falling into depression now.
When will things start to go my way?
Fate, please stop playing games.
It's time to get serious !
ended my story here. @ 4:50 AM
