♠ Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Yesterday was like so lame? I still can't train though, but I sneak a little playing in. Training was like almost the same as the last one so no need to elaborate.. got 1st ball, spike, set and play match among ourselves.. But when after training Woonsin, KaiLing, Eileen, Jia Yu and I was about to step out of school, they all call us back and say: We have to come back in the afternoon do push-up position 4hrs. And we were like WHAT?!! So went back to put our bags and go to the hawker centre nearby. Saw Charis and Amalina and Zhi Yee there. Amalina is like so lame.. She wanted to squeeze all 8 of us at the same table and I told her not possible since the table too small.. SO I sat with Jia Yu and Eileen while the others sit together..
When we went back to training, Woonsin, KaiLing, Eileen and I immediately went to toilet. Woonsin took the longest and I was wondering whether her butt was stuck on the toilet seat or what? When she finally came out, we had to gather upstairs in the hall where vlee is already scolding the cboys. Then he had ******** call us go into push-up position and I told vlee I can't do anything. He say go tell him lah! Charis said it before I could then I just sat down to watch them do while I give them MORAL SUPPORT.(don't say I didn't do anything) We were finally allowed to go home at about 3 or 4 plus? I don't know but KaiLing and I chiong back home to bathe and do our Lit assignment together at the Mcdonalds downstairs. Discovered that there was a new shop there. SweetTalk!! And there only sell at $1.20. Wish to end here now =)
Yuan Teng
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If you want to blog about those things, why make the font size so small? Make it BIG! People want to know. Besides, you just try to snatch them back. All I can say is: Bring It On. I'm not making your life miserable. You are. By not taking the hints that we've been constantly giving you, you've been deepening the hurt yourself. So just do whatever you want to do, as if I care. Do whatever you want.. As if there's anyone to back you up.. And F.Y.I, you DON'T have ANY friends..
ended my story here. @ 7:16 AM
♠ Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Ok I know I haven't updated my blog for like 20 days.. But I'm back now! And here to tell you more about what happened these few days..
18th November:
Checked into KK Women's and Children's Hospital. Was like so bored there and supper was provided at 8.00pm. at like 10pm, the nurse came to tell me that after midnight, I can't eat ANYTHING!! (gasp!) She also said that she would get me warm Milo at 11.30pm and heat up the egg sandwiches my mum bought at the 7-11 downstairs. Finished my food at 11.50pm and was not allowed anything anymore.
19th November:
Woke up at around 6.45am to drink some plain water and then after 7.00am, NOTHING can be taken in any more, even plain water. My operation to cut off that growth in my mouth was supposed to start at around 10.45am, but was delayed until 11.30am. When they put the mask over my mouth and nose to give me the gas that would make me sleep, I was actually wide awake. But after like 10secs later I felt giddy and woozy and then knocked out. When I woke up, a nurse told me they were going to wheel me back to my bed. I was like having such a huge headache I just shut my eyes and went back to sleep. I was asleep for like the whole day until night when my family came to see me. Then my aunt said she saw some of my friends but my brother said it was impossible. But then i saw Amalina hiding behind the curtain and I was like Ama! Then she called someone over and I saw WoonSin. The two of them stay until like 8.00pm before WoonSin's dad came to fetch them home. By then some of my mother's colleagues came to see me. They gave me 2 red packets each containing $50. By then I was feeling sleepy so they left and let me have my rest.
20th November:
Woke up at about 10.00am to have the doctor come and tell me that I can go home! So after eating the lunch they provided for me at the hospital, my mother and I went home at 1.00pm. Stay at my grandma house till around 8.30pm. KaiLing even came to see me at my grandma house and we exchanged stories. She told me about what happens in the trainings and I tell her about what it was like in the hospital.
So that's it! Quite alot happened right? Please don't ask me about the growth in my mouth. All I have in its place is a huge hole that needs some flesh to grow back before I can eat any hard food. So I'm kind of stuck with porridge for now T.T
ended my story here. @ 12:55 PM
♠ Thursday, November 1, 2007
Aaahh... Finally the holidays are here.. But there's still so much to do!! Holidays starting means more training, and that also means U13 is coming up soon.. I sure hope we'll be ready by then 'cause it would seem to me that we are soo gonna lose.. I mean, I can't even get a nice 1st ball up.. TRYING to do it, but just seem so difficult.. Watching other people doing it just makes it look so easy.. Argh!! Whatever it takes, I am going to get it RIGHT, I can't disappoint the team anymore.. Yesterday was depressing enough as it is.. Charis, Eileen, Woon Sin all cried, for different reasons.. Charis was just so mad because she can't set properly... We tried to talk some sense into her, saying that it was only because our 1st ball was so lousy that she can't set a nice ball to the spiker, but she kept insisting that even if we did she wouldn't be able to set well.. Took alot to get her to stop crying but we managed to coax her not to give up and we'll all do our best together... Eileen cried because when the senior spiked a ball it bounces off JiaYu's wrists and into half of her face.. Woon Sin cried because of a spiked ball too.. Just that it's to her back...
Here's a song dedicated to my teammates. Hope that after listening to this you would understand that perfection cannot be achieved but we can go as far as we can to achieve it!! JIAYOU, we must not give up!!!
Perfectly
I like who I am
But I guess you don't
I think that I can
But you think I won't
Amount to anything at all
If you love me,
You sure show it strange
Is there anything that you would want to change?
I can't be your paper doll.
Chorus:
I wanna be perfect,
But I'm me
I wanna be flawless,
But you see
Every little crack
Every chip,
Every dent
Every little mistake,
I wanna be perfect
Just like you,
But there's only so much that a girl can do
When I look in the mirror,
It makes sense to me,
Perfectly
Perfectly
I like worn out shoes
You like high heels, and fantasies
But I'm what's real
I guess you could say
The shoe don't fit
Maybe I'm from Venus
You're from mars
My imperfections are what they are
I guess one of us must deal, with it
Chorus:
I wanna be perfect,
But I'm me
I wanna be flawless,
But you see
Every little crack,
Every chip,
Every dent,
Every little mistake, yeah
I wanna be perfect,
Just like you
But there's only so much,
That a girl can do
When I look,
In the mirror,
What I see,
Makes sense to me, yeah
Perfectly
Oh, perfectly
I try to fit
In the mold
That you make
But I'm tired of playing
This little charade
Chorus:
I wanna be perfect,
But I'm me
I wanna be flawless,
But you see
Every little crack,
Every chip,
Every dent,
Every little mistake, yeah
I wanna be perfect,
Just like you
But there's only so much,
That a girl can do
When I look,
In the mirror,
What I see
Makes sense to me, yeah
Perfectly
ended my story here. @ 10:49 PM
