♠ Thursday, July 31, 2008
Why do I feel so inferior sometimes? I see people doing something new yet when I try it out I suck so badly at it.. Can't seem to push myself to change.. So stucked at that level.. Haha I don't get why people see potential in me.. I can't improve.. Can't do anything right.. Don't train better lah ! Freaking noob..
Okay... That was super emo.. Just felt like getting all those things out.. Sorry everyone ! I am currently having a random chatting session with junhao and hanzu.. All the crap questions are coming out.. Things like 'are you christian?'..
Today our whole training was just playing match with bboys.. I played 3 sets ot of 4 cause hazirah's hand was injured... Aaahh noob like hell.. Swung like 5-6 balls away.. Then alot of balls cannot save.. Haiz.. Body so short arms so short.. The 4 sets all lost.. Then tried out new formation? A little blur at first.. But slowly I got the hang of it..
Lingying..... !! No chemistry arh... Haha only the bgirls will understand me.... Aiyo nothing to post about liao... Shall stop here =)
ended my story here. @ 7:05 AM
